SISTERS OF THE SOUTH WIND
I have made it abundantly clear that I love my sisters. We are harmonious toward each other, even in the face of potential differences of opinion about politics, religion, genetic cloning perhaps, even public nudity, if it were to become an issue. I consider them my best friends, and they are my first line of defense when I need a go-to friend to help me get through a crisis, solve a problem, or someone to cry to. However, there is one issue, one topic that I stand diametrically opposed to Gail and Suzanne on, and I cannot go to them with this problem, because it is not a problem for them. They simply don’t understand. In fact, they feel just the opposite. If there is a scar on the face of our otherwise beautiful sisterly triad, it is this: Gail and Suzanne love the wind, and I loathe it.
Further, I know I am the sensible one here, and they are the insane ones. I mean, really. What kind of person loves the wind?
In my post Weather Girls (January 28th, 2018), I wrote about just how much they really do love the wind. And, if you know either of them very well, you will likely know this fact about them. And, hopefully, you side with me and realize they are indeed crazy.
Gail loves it so much, that she has thought about changing her name to Gail Force Winds.
But enough about this fundamental difference between them and me. Let’s get down to the business of making peace with this stumbling block. That’s what we are all about, after all. I’m trying to create optimism and positivity here.
Clearly, I know wind is a fact of nature that cannot be eliminated or altered. It cannot be escaped in Kansas. As a matter of true fact, our state’s name is from the Native Americans, and it means People of the South Wind.
I know in my heart, mind and soul that no amount of lamenting or complaining about the wind will change it. As a general policy in my life, I try very hard not to complain about things I cannot change, and if I can change something, I try not to complain about it. Yet, I continue to complain. Gail and Suzanne remind me that nothing I say or do will change it, so why not embrace it? I have tried, but to no avail—yet.
This morning—November 17th, I awoke to a beautiful, calm, 40-degree sunny morning. The flag was beautifully still,
The pampas grass wasn’t moving,
and neither were the remaining leaves on the trees.
I enjoyed a morning run, but by the time I returned, all this had changed. The northwest wind was blowing, the trees and the flag were moving and the pampas grass was swaying. It was tolerable, but it was there. It is generally a fact of life in Kansas.
Today, we are The People of the Northwest Wind.
Wind is generally a fact of life, no matter where you go, even to Colorful Colorado, where we just visited two weeks ago.
It seems, however, that Kansas has more than its share. I don’t mind the wind in the summer. I rather enjoy the feeling of a blast furnace when the strong winds blow in the 100-degree plus summer heat. Call me crazy. Go ahead, I know you want to. I’ll take that weather any day over the cold.
I do like the wind for several reasons, at the right time, at the right speeds. First, it keeps the bugs away in the summer. Second, I rely upon it to dry my laundry on my back-porch redneck clothesline, all year round. Here it is, doing its job today, as well on the front porch. If you look under the flag in the picture above, you will see the wind at work.
I like the cold when the wind isn’t blowing. Give me a sunny, calm, sub-freezing day, and I’m happy. My favorite running weather is just that: 20°, sunshine and zero wind. Throw in some snow on the ground, and it’s perfect.
Again, call me crazy.
As soon as the wind kicks in, however, all bets are off. It’s a complete deal-breaker. If the skies are gray too, I find myself wanting to hole up in my basement where I am oblivious to the weather conditions outside.
Because, I realize, the weather conditions outside play a big role in determining my weather conditions inside. I am solar-powered, and without the sun for an extended stretch, I feel gray, too.
We grew up in a 100-year old+ farmhouse. Gail and I shared an upstairs bedroom on the north, and Suzanne moved in with me when Gail moved out. I remember the cold north wind freezing us out; the house wasn’t exactly insulated well. I remember the wind whistling and howling in the winter as we shivered in bed. The house came down a few years ago, but I will never forget it. Most of the memories were good ones, and I will be forever grateful for the shelter it provided.
Our north bedroom window was the large one upstairs.
My bedroom now is upstairs on the north side of the house. When the north wind howls in the winter now, I send up a silent thank you for the warm and well-insulated home I now live in. At least once every winter, I try to tell my Mark-of-all-trades husband thank you for building it so well to keep us warm.
Last Monday was Veteran’s Day. As I age, I continue to deepen my gratitude for the freedoms that were won for me, and protected still by active military. I know that none of us can ever repay the veterans for their sacrifices, so a deep sense of gratitude is the least they deserve from us.
The temperature was about 20° Monday morning, and the feels like index, according to the weatherman, was 2°. The north wind was brutal and blowing a light snow, and it simply wasn’t safe or smart to be out in it if it wasn’t necessary.
I depend on my morning run to start my day, and to keep me running all day. Quite simply, if I don’t run, I don’t run. If I wanted to get any exercise in that day, it would have to be on the dreaded elliptical trainer in my basement. So, that’s what I did. I realized as I ticked off the minutes, however, that it was fitting that I had to sacrifice just a little freedom on this sacred day. Still, I didn’t like it one bit.
As fall continues to fall, and so do the temperatures, I feel the annual sense of dread and doom, the specter of internal darkness that begins to hover over and around me when I know that winter will soon be here. The days continue to get shorter—only 34 days until they get longer again, but who’s counting—and this darkness tries to pervade my sense of happiness.
I know the cold winter is almost here, and from all professional prognostications I have heard, it’s going to be a bad one. And by bad, for Kansas that usually means lots of snow, icy conditions, colder temperatures and strong north winds. I could make it through with a smile if not for the blasting north winds.
This autumn, however, I have made a conscious effort to savor the beautiful weather and splendid show of color Mother Nature provides every year at this time. It’s working a little better that usual. But it’s not enough to fend off the winter-is-coming blues.
I have committed myself to Kansas, and it is my home. It is in my heart and soul; it is the land that shaped my past and will continue to positively influence my future. If I had to name my least favorite aspect of Kansas, it would be the wind. It is the fly in the ointment, the pock mark on an otherwise beautiful face.
So, dear reader, here is my request: Surely many (most?) of you feel the way I do about the wind. If you do, and you have some positive insight/affirmation/encouragement, I want to hear it. I want to know how you get through the cold, windy days and nights. I want to remain smitten with Kansas, and if I can make peace with the wind, I would be a much happier camper when the cold winter winds blow.
We’re all in this together, and I am hoping you can help me. The struggle is real, folks. I need help, and I am reaching out to anyone who may have some to offer. Gail and Suzanne, as dear as they are to me, are useless in this fight, because they don’t see it as a fight. Again, I think they are a little crazy, but I try to respect their likes and dislikes.
My husband spent many years constructing buildings in every kind of weather. While he did his time in hard labor, and now manages projects instead of building them, he feels the same way I do about the wind. He knows his sisters-in-law love the wind, and more than once after a day in the wind, he would cuss them to me. I always understood. It would go something like this:
“I’d like to see them take a sheet of metal and try to get it up on a roof in this wind without sailing away, or getting their hands sliced open when the wind tears it out of their hands.”
My neighbor stopped by this morning, and, without me complaining first, she said, “I can’t stand the wind. It’s depressing.” Obviously, I concur.
I often go to senior living facilities to see my home health patients. I noticed a pattern several years ago, one that serves to offer me wisdom, should I choose to accept it.
In many facilities, there are outdoor patios. Many of these patios are adorned with wind chimes. It struck me, one windy winter day, while looking up at three stories of apartments with their patios/balconies, that so many of the residents had wind chimes hanging outside. Could it be, that in their wisdom from their years of (likely) living in Kansas, that they are choosing to celebrate the wind, rather than bemoaning it, like I do? Could it be that simply accepting this fact, and maybe even celebrating it with things like wind chimes would offer me much-needed inner peace on cold, windy days? Perhaps. And that is why I am asking for your help, because clearly, I am not achieving it on my own.
I will continue to find peace in so many other naturally beautiful aspects of Kansas, especially the sunrises and sunsets.
Next weekend, I am gallivanting off for more fun, this time with friends, so there will be no post. I am celebrating a birthday for a dear friend, along with another dear friend. Like me, the birthday girl is in and out of her car all day as part of her work. Like me, she loathes the wind. Any advice you have for me will also be a birthday gift for her.
She gave me this beautiful piece of outdoor art with the sun face on it several years ago for my birthday, and last spring, I caught it capturing the brilliant light of the sun as it rose.
Hanging just above it are my own wind chimes. This morning and this afternoon,, they are silent, hanging on the east side of the porch. Next time they offer me beautiful music. I will choose to listen.
The lines are open for your comments. I appreciate any an all advice and inspiration you have to offer on how you cope with the wind, no matter what state you live in.
I believe when we lose a loved one, they remain with us in so many other ways, but we have to be open to them. This morning, I sat down to write this post, knowing I was writing about the weather. I decided to first read the day book that belonged to my mother, a book I gave her that she loved, highlighting her favorite parts. Some days, she highlighted the title, which I interpret to mean that she liked the whole thing. Many days, she speaks to me, telling me exactly what I need to hear through the highlighted parts. This morning, she did just that. *
*Sarah Ban Breathnach, 1995, Simple Abundance: A Daybook of Comfort and Joy. Warner Books, New York, New York.
8 thoughts on “SISTERS OF THE SOUTH WIND”
Wishing you calm days! Looking forward to your visit!
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Same to you, and looking forward to seeing you, you famous woman, you!
I had a sister who lived in California for many years. She always said the changes of weather (whatever they may be) in Kansas provide the appreciation of the really good days. Without a few bad days the good ones are not valued! Pull you boots up and get out there, any day is good if we get out there! Haha.
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You are absolutely right, Rex! Every day is a gift no matter the weather! Take care and thanks for reading–Kathleen
Kathleen I completely agree with you about the wind. I especially hate the cold north wind in the winter and dread going out in it. Maybe you can do a blog on all the advice you get on how to embrace it! When I grew up the bedroom I shared with my sisters was also upstairs on the north side of the house and it was freezing cold in the winter. I guess we survived and now it makes me appreciate that we have a furnace and a well insulated house to live in. When I hear the wind howling outside in the winter when I get in bed I give thanks to God that I have a house with heat to live in and say a prayer for those who don’t. I think its’s suppose to be windy tomorrow but on the bright side it’s suppose to be in the 60’s!! Enjoy your trip with your friends.
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Thank you again, Lorelle! I know you know the feeling of the cold north wind, and I know you love the heat like I do! I just may do another blog on that very thing–thanks for the idea! Have a great week!
Good morning, Ms. Kathleen. As you well know, I escaped the nasty winter winters of Philly long ago, and now reside in the beautiful balmy sunshine of South Florida. So here’s my best heartfelt advice to my favorite country mouse Kansas girlfriend… COME VISIT ME. !!!! Your sisters can even come with you and what fun we will all have. Miss you and love you and so admire your gift of prose. Please keep sharing… XOXOXOXOXO
I would so LOOOOOOOVE to come visit you! We would have so much fun! Don’t rule it out, you know by now we are unpredictable! Always so good to hear from you my dear friend!